Self-tied after work, Thursday 2022-06-02

I was hot after waking up from some wild dreams, and anticipating “Master Dice” would force me through another Thursday of pain, humiliation and pleasure. “Master Dice” is the silly little self-tie dice game I made not to have lack of partner or inspiration keeping me from my sometimes much needed and desired being tied up. Nowadays, “Master Dice” is actually an interactive web-page that both translates virtual dice rolls into clear-text instructions and at the same time generates the bulk of the reports, courtesy of a kind hacker friend of mine, saving me the efforts of both keeping track of a growing bunch of cheat sheets as the game evolves and of spending a lot of time writing these reports from scratch, which was becoming a growing distraction from the actual experience. This time, “He” made me strip naked, pack my bag with lube for dildos and plugs, two pairs of hinged metal police-cuffs, a hard dildo (152×40 mm golden plastic) for impaling my pussy, a bardex nozzle (178×50#100 mm inflatable silicon) for stuffing my anal, a chain (2 m, 8 mm twist steel) for tying through my cleft, flag rope (2 x 3.6 m, 5 mm white polyester) for binding my boobs, and alligator clamps (1 pair, jagged metal, cruel) for my nipples. “He” then styled me for work with red cotton panties, that might be used as a provisory gag later, black as clothing color, tied blouse, and a let down hairdo.

“He” had me spend some of my lunch break in a toilet, again stripped naked, standing with ankles cuffed and hands cuffed back with the police-cuffs, trying to pet myself towards a pretty awkward orgasm. I had to stop just short of cumming, and “He” then ordered me to cum twice, leaving me feeling thoroughly fucked and drained. After freeing myself, I used the toilet, but was not permitted to wipe myself, to really soil my panties, got dressed and returned to my desk, eating in front of my laptop and trying to get my focus back on work.

After work, “He” had me go down to a storage room in the basement, again strip naked and adorn myself with the alligator clamps torturing my nipples, the chain tied through my crevice, and the flag ropes tying my breasts tight around their bases, making them swell, bulge and shift color towards purple. Then “He” had me go home like that, dressed in just coat and shoes, hiding my adornments, on foot through a green area, forced to stop 2 times to rub my clit to orgasm. On my way home, the hard but soon very slick and arousing rubbing through my crotch by the chain, the tight but comfortable flag ropes constricting the base of my breasts and keeping them swollen with a throbbing ache and with the purplish and glistening skin taut and sensitive to the rubbing from the clothes when I moved, and the alligator clamps chewing my nipples agonizingly while nudged by the clothes, was making the trip quite interesting and uncomfortable. The agonizing torture of my nipples was so intense it brought tears to my eyes, not really crying though. The feeling of being so vulnerable and exposed, with just my coat barely hiding my nudity and humiliating adornments, was a real thrill, adding to my arousal.

When I came home, “He” had me strip naked again, but keeping my adornments, then gagging myself with a tightly wound tape gag sealing my lower face, mouth stuffed with a rubber ball (50 mm, hard rubber dog ball), adding nooses with 500 g weights on each nipple, 5 wooden clothespins with 100 g weights on each outer labia, and an inflatable urethra catheter with 500 ml bladder fill. For the final tie, “He” had me use zipties (black nylon) after arranging a 1.5 hour ice timer for my release, with the necessary keys and cutter, plus my usual backup of a text with an estimated time I was to be free and texting again to an informed friend. “He” had me arrange myself barefoot, tied on belly on my bed with a shoulder harness, my legs frogtied, my feet tied together sole to sole, toe by toe and around the blades, and my hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness, being set up in another room than the release timer, requiring me to move to the next room for my release.

When I was done, I was thoroughly thrilled and excited by my helplessness, and the discomforts I was forced to accept and endure because of it. My only way out was the ice timer holding my release, way out of reach up under the ceiling, or if that failed, my backup that hopefully eventually would come to check up why I had not texted her again, using her spare key to let herself in and find me. I tested my ties, happy and aroused to find them tight and secure, just the way I desired them. As almost always, my imagination kicked in, building fantasies of me being found and caught, used and abused, a helpless sex-toy played with in every way imaginable and perhaps a few ways unimaginable as well, teased and tormented much harder than I was now, taken away and kept, or abandoned and left without hope or release, making a mixture of arousal, panic and agony whirl through my mind.

Eventually, my time was done, and I went for my release. When I had freed my hands, but everything else was still in place, “He” ordered me to masturbate to 2 orgasms. I really needed that, for several different reasons. After having recovered some, I texted my informed friend that I was free, sanitized myself, cleaned up the mess I left when I freed myself and then wrote this report.

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