This will be long, and not very sexy, but for anyone into details, I thought I’d describe the game I often use when tying myself up. I thought it would be just to tidy up my cheat sheets for the game, but in the end, I needed to re-write it quite a bit to make it (hopefully) somewhat intelligible for others than myself.
To get some variation and the feeling of being at least somewhat out of control, I took inspiration from your average sex dice game, where you let a set of dices decide on sexual caresses, positions and other actions, but adapted it to my own needs and tastes. There are at present two main versions, one for play at home and one for play starting at work, similar but not identical. It started out with a simple, random selection of some additions to wear while tied up, but has since evolved “organically”, which is part of the reason why it may seem partly inconsistent. It keeps evolving, as I get new ideas, find new interesting toys or my taste changes, but this is the present setup.
At home
I almost always start by stripping naked, and then strapping on a pair of uncomfortably high heels, both to make me feel sexy and a bit slutty, and to give my rather erogenous feet some warming up and kind of feeling tied up.
1. The first roll of the dice decides what gag to wear:
1: horse bridle
2: ring gag with wooden tongue clamp
3: harness ball gag
4: panel gag with inflatable plug
5: harness panel gag with penis plug
6: tightly wound tape gag sealing lower face, with various mouth stuffings: 1: large wool sock, 2: large foam wad, 3: 3 used panties, 4: rubber ball (50 mm, hard rubber dog ball), 5: spiky ball (50 mm, soft spiky dental dog ball), 6: deep-throat dildo (152×38 mm, soft silicon with base plate).
The second roll of the dice decides for how long I should set the ice timer holding my keys (approximately):
1: 0.5 hour
2: 1 hour
3: 1.5 hours
4: 2 hours
5: 2.5 hours
6: 3 hours
The third roll of the dice decides on my nipple torture:
1: dog rubber bands (small for coat styling, doubled up around base of each nipple), using number: 1-2: 1 pair, 3-4: 2 pairs, 5-6: 3 pairs
2: wooden mouse traps
3: wooden clothes pins
4: tweezer clamps
5: clover clamps
6: alligator clamps
The fourth roll of the dice decides what to use for binding each of my breasts around their bases to make them swell and bulge:
1: blind cord (1.4 mm polyester silk), using lengths: 1-3: 5 m, 4-6: 10 m
2: flag rope (5 mm polyester), using lengths: 1-3: 3.6 m, 4-6: 7.2 m
3: sisal rope (8 mm sisal hem), using lengths: 1-3: 3.6 m, 4-6: 7.2 m
4: electrical tape (19 mm black vinyl)
5: zipties (450×4.8 mm black nylon), using number: 1-3: 2 pairs, 4-5: 3 pairs, 6: 4 pairs
6: ankle irons (nickel-plated metal with 40 cm twist chain), using number: 1-4: 1 pair, 5-6: 2 pairs
The fifth roll of the dice decides what to stuff my pussy with:
1: bottle brush (120×60 mm blue polyester bristles)
2: spiky ball (60 mm, soft spiky dental dog ball)
3: tug ball (60 mm hard bumped dog ball with cord)
4: hard dildo (152×40 mm plastic)
5: big dildo (178×51 mm latex)
6: huge dildo (203×64 mm silicon)
The sixth roll of the dice decides what to stuff my anal with:
1: medium anal plug (152×51 mm plastic)
2: inflatable anal plug (152×38-102 mm black latex)
3: anal beads (5 x 40 mm black silicon balls)
4: large anal dilator (178×60 mm black TPE)
5: huge anal cone (178×76 mm black TPE)
6: bardex plug (100+50×178 mm inflatable silicon enema nozzle) using with enema volume: 1: 0.5 l, 2: 1 l, 3: 1.5 l, 4: 2 l, 5: 2.5 l, 6: 3 l
The seventh roll of the dice decides what to tie around my waist and through my crotch, between labia and ass cheeks, keeping plugs and dildos securely anchored, and pressing and rubbing some sensitive areas:
1: crotch harness (20 mm wide, sturdy black leather)
2: latex hose (4 m, 10 mm)
3: flag rope (4 m, 5 mm polyester)
4: sisal rope (4 m, 8 mm sisal hemp)
5: polypropylene rope (4 m, 8 mm blue)
6: chain (2 m, 8 mm twist steel)
The next roll of the dice decides if to add a wide black leather collar:
1-3: no collar
4-6: add collar
The next roll of the dice decides if to add nooses with 500 g weights on each nipple:
1-4: no nooses
5-6: add nooses
The next roll of the dice decides if to add 5 wooden clothespins with each a 100 g weight on each outer labia:
1-4: no clothespins
5-6: add clothespins
The next roll of the dice decides if to add an n inflatable urethra catheter:
1-5: no urethra catheter
6: add urethra catheter and an isotonic saline bladder filling volume: 1: 100 ml, 2: 200 ml, 3: 300 ml, 4: 400 ml, 5: 500 ml, 6: 600 ml
The next roll of the dice decides if to add a vibrating egg taped to my clit:
1-2: no vibrator
3-4: vibrator on low intensity
5-6: vibrator on high intensity
The next roll of the dice decides on what to use for the tying of myself:
1: flag ropes (5 mm polyester), for tying of hands I use a large padlock to cinch and secure loose coils of ropes threaded onto my wrists
2: sisal ropes (8 mm sisal hemp), for tying of hands I use a large padlock to cinch and secure loose coils of ropes threaded onto my wrists
3: duct tape (50 mm wide silver tape), for tying of hands I wrap tape around each wrist and lock them using hinged police cuffs
4: zipties (black nylon), for release I use sturdy cutting pliers instead of keys
5: leather (cuffs and straps)
6: metal (police cuffs and chains)
Most ties are done on a beautiful and wicked hard plastic turf floor mat in gleaming black, with spikes adding a both stimulating and painful sensation as they dig into my flesh. I saw it on roll while I was hunting for a bathroom rug, fell in love with it and had a length cut into suitable pieces: 120×90 cm to have on the floor, 40×40 cm to have on a chair seat and a 50×40 cm leftover that I’m planning to use for a “Spanish horse” in the future. On the floor piece, I cut away some of the spikes in the center and in the middle of each short side, to be able to attach some stowage brackets as anchor points, using super glue.
I usually fashion a shoulder harness by wrapping a tie (rope, tape, zipties, straps or chain) behind my back just under my shoulder blades, under my armpits to front, crossing front, to both make it impossible to wiggle out of and add a little pressure to the throat, and then up and fastened behind my neck, to lock my wrists to, high up my back to render my hands quite useless and not be able to neither manipulate other restraints nor myself while tied up.
The next roll of the dice decides how to tie myself up:
1: hogtied on belly on the spiked hard plastic turf floor mat, with shoulder harness, tie around waist secured to metal eye in the middle of the mat forcing me in place, ankles and legs tied tight and bent with ankles tied towards waist, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
2: kneeling on the spiked hard plastic turf floor mat, with shoulder harness, calves tied to thighs in a frogtie, tie around waist fastened down to metal eye in the middle of the mat forcing me in place, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
3: kneeling on the spiked hard plastic turf floor mat, with shoulder harness, breasts cuffed tight with leg irons around their bases, calves tied to thighs in a frogtie, knees spread wide and bound to metal eyes at short ends of the mat, breasts stretched hard up to chain from ceiling hook forcing me onto the points of my knees, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
4: sitting on chair with a piece of spiked hard plastic turf floor mat on its seat, shoulder harness, transparent plastic bag with small breathing holes over head and secured around neck, legs spread wide, torso and thighs tied to chair, ankles and feet hoisted off floor and tied to the rear chair frame, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
5: barefoot standing on spiked hard plastic turf floor mat, with shoulder harness, breasts cuffed tight with leg irons around their bases, ankles spread wide and bound to metal eyes at short ends of the mat, breasts stretched hard up to chain from ceiling hook forcing me onto the balls of my feet, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
6: balancing on stool under ceiling hook, with shoulder harness, ankles bound tight together, neck noosed and stretched up taut by easy slipknot to safety fastening on ceiling hook, execution hood over head, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer could drop keys on floor so I must step off the stool, the safety fastening letting me dangle by my neck for a few seconds before it breaks and drops me to the floor where I can search for and retrieve the keys)
Before doing the final tie, I do safety by texting an informed friend so she knows I need assistance if she hasn’t heard from me before the stated time, e.g. “Busy until 20:00”, and then there are two last rolls of the dice.
The second last roll of the dice decides if I’m permitted to caress myself to orgasm once my hands are free but before I free the rest of me:
1: 1 orgasm
2: 2 orgasms
3-6: no orgasms
The very last roll of the dice decides if I’m permitted to caress myself to orgasm once I’ve freed myself completely:
1: 1 orgasm
2: 2 orgasms
3-6: no orgasms
Then I make the final arrangements and can really only wait for the ice timer while suffering or enjoying the pains and pleasures the dice has decided for me. Afterwards, I need to remember texting my “safety friend” again so she knows I’m OK, e.g. “Free now”.
From work
I start in the morning, before getting dressed, by letting the dice decide on what to bring to work for possible use when I go back home.
The first roll of the dice decides on what to bring for nipple torture:
1: dog rubber bands (small for coat styling, doubled up around base of each nipple), using number: 1-2: 1 pair, 3-4: 2 pairs, 5-6: 3 pairs
2: wooden mouse traps
3: wooden clothes pins
4: tweezer clamps
5: clover clamps
6: alligator clamps
The second roll of the dice decides what to bring for binding each of my breasts around their bases to make them swell and bulge:
1: blind cord (1.4 mm polyester silk), using lengths: 1-3: 5 m, 4-6: 10 m
2: flag rope (5 mm polyester), using lengths: 1-3: 3.6 m, 4-6: 7.2 m
3: sisal rope (8 mm sisal hem), using lengths: 1-3: 3.6 m, 4-6: 7.2 m
4: electrical tape (19 mm black vinyl)
5: zipties (450×4.8 mm black nylon), using number: 1-3: 2 pairs, 4-5: 3 pairs, 6: 4 pairs
6: ankle irons (nickel-plated metal with 40 cm twist chain), using number: 1-4: 1 pair, 5-6: 2 pairs
The third roll of the dice decides what to bring to stuff my pussy with:
1: bottle brush (120×60 mm blue polyester bristles)
2: spiky ball (60 mm, soft spiky dental dog ball)
3: tug ball (60 mm hard bumped dog ball with cord)
4: hard dildo (152×40 mm plastic)
5: big dildo (178×51 mm latex)
6: huge dildo (203×64 mm silicon)
The fourth roll of the dice decides what to bring to stuff my anal with:
1: medium anal plug (152×51 mm plastic)
2: inflatable anal plug (152×38-102 mm black latex)
3: anal beads (5 x 40 mm black silicon balls)
4: large anal dilator (178×60 mm black TPE)
5: huge anal cone (178×76 mm black TPE)
6: bardex plug (100+50×178 mm inflatable silicon enema nozzle) using with enema volume: 1: 0.5 l, 2: 1 l, 3: 1.5 l, 4: 2 l, 5: 2.5 l, 6: 3 l
The fifth roll of the dice decides what to bring to tie around my waist and through my crotch, between labia and ass cheeks, keeping any plugs or dildos securely anchored, and pressing and rubbing some sensitive areas:
1: crotch harness (20 mm wide, sturdy black leather)
2: latex hose (4 m, 10 mm)
3: flag rope (4 m, 5 mm polyester)
4: sisal rope (4 m, 8 mm sisal hemp)
5: polypropylene rope (4 m, 8 mm blue)
6: chain (2 m, 8 mm twist steel)
The sixth roll of the dice decides what panties to wear to work, and to possibly be used as a gag on the way home:
1: black cotton panties
2: red cotton panties
3: black polyester panties
4: red polyester panties
5: black nylon panties
6: red nylon panties
The seventh roll of the dice decides what (main) color of clothing I should wear for work:
1: black
2: red
3: yellow
4-6: free choice
The eighth roll of the dice decides what type of shoes I should wear for work:
1: high heel pumps
2: high heel peep-toes
3: high heel platform sandals
4-6: free choice, which usually means high heels anyway, especially the days I play
The ninth roll of the dice decides what type of bottom I should wear for work:
1: short skirt (with emphasis on “short”)
2: shorts
3-6: free choice
The tenth roll of the dice decides what type of top I should wear for work:
1: T-shirt
2: tied blouse
3: tube top
4-6: free choice
The eleventh roll of the dice decides my hairdo for work:
1: free hanging
2: high ponytail
3: “cute” bunches on the sides
4-6: free choice
As you might guess, the dice choices in appearance can get pretty awkward and embarrassing, but I wasn’t known for conservative dressing even before, so I think my colleagues pretty much just rolls their eyes, shake their heads and shrug their shoulders at me behind my back now.
Before going home from work, it’s time for the starters. I usually prepare myself in a rarely used storage room in the basement, minimizing the risks of running into my colleagues on my way out once I’m set up. There the dice rolling and ruling continues.
The first roll of the dice there decides how many of the brought additions I should use:
1: 1
2: 2
3: 3
4: 4
5: 5
6: 6
The following rolls of the dice decide which additions to use, rolling until there are enough additions with duplicates discarded:
1: mouth gagged with panties
2: nipple torture
3: breast tie
4: pussy stuffing
5: anal stuffing
6: crotch tie
Since the order becomes random, it might very well mean the awkwardness of having to re-tie the crotch tie one or two times if the pussy or anal stuffing comes after the original crotch tie, or agitating nipple clamps if the breast tie comes after the nipple torture, or rolling the dice tens of times because of duplicates, but that adds some extra “charm” to it.
The next roll of the dice decides how to be dressed on my way home:
1-4: dressed without panties and coat
5-6: dressed in just shoes, coat and nothing under the coat
The next roll of the dice decides which way to take home:
1-2: by crowded bus
3-4: on foot through busy city center
5: on foot through green area, stopping to rub my clit just short of orgasm number of times: 1:1, 2:2, 3:3, 4:4, 5:5, 6:6
6: on foot through green area, stopping to rub my clit to orgasm number of times: 1:1, 2:2, 3:3, 4:4, 5:5, 6:6
When I get home, first I strip naked, save for high heels, and then the game pretty much follows the same way as when I do it all at home, save for the additions already done at work.
The first roll of the dice at home decides what gag to add or replace any panty gag worn from work:
1: horse bridle
2: ring gag with wooden tongue clamp
3: harness ball gag
4: panel gag with inflatable plug
5: harness panel gag with penis plug
6: tightly wound tape gag sealing lower face, with various mouth stuffings: 1: large wool sock, 2: large foam wad, 3: 3 used panties, 4: rubber ball (50 mm, hard rubber dog ball), 5: spiky ball (50 mm, soft spiky dental dog ball), 6: deep-throat dildo (152×38 mm, soft silicon with base plate).
The next roll of the dice decides for how long I should set the ice timer holding my keys (approximately):
1: 0.5 hour
2: 1 hour
3: 1.5 hours
4: 2 hours
5: 2.5 hours
6: 3 hours
The next roll of the dice decides if to add a wide black leather collar:
1-3: no collar
4-6: add collar
The next roll of the dice decides if to add nooses with 500 g weights on each nipple:
1-4: no nooses
5-6: add nooses
The next roll of the dice decides if to add 5 wooden clothespins with each a 100 g weight on each outer labia:
1-4: no clothespins
5-6: add clothespins
The next roll of the dice decides if to add an n inflatable urethra catheter:
1-5: no urethra catheter
6: add urethra catheter and an isotonic saline bladder filling volume: 1: 100 ml, 2: 200 ml, 3: 300 ml, 4: 400 ml, 5: 500 ml, 6: 600 ml
The next roll of the dice decides if to add a vibrating egg taped to my clit:
1-2: no vibrator
3-4: vibrator on low intensity
5-6: vibrator on high intensity
The next roll of the dice decides on what to use for the tying of myself:
1: flag ropes (5 mm polyester), for tying of hands I use a large padlock to cinch and secure loose coils of ropes threaded onto my wrists
2: sisal ropes (8 mm sisal hemp), for tying of hands I use a large padlock to cinch and secure loose coils of ropes threaded onto my wrists
3: duct tape (50 mm wide silver tape), for tying of hands I wrap tape around each wrist and lock them using hinged police cuffs
4: zipties (black nylon), for release I use sturdy cutting pliers instead of keys
5: leather (cuffs and straps)
6: metal (police cuffs and chains)
The next roll of the dice decides how to tie myself up:
1: hogtied on belly on the spiked hard plastic turf floor mat, with shoulder harness, tie around waist secured to metal eye in the middle of the mat forcing me in place, ankles and legs tied tight and bent with ankles tied towards waist, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
2: kneeling on the spiked hard plastic turf floor mat, with shoulder harness, calves tied to thighs in a frogtie, tie around waist fastened down to metal eye in the middle of the mat forcing me in place, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
3: kneeling on the spiked hard plastic turf floor mat, with shoulder harness, breasts cuffed tight with leg irons around their bases, calves tied to thighs in a frogtie, knees spread wide and bound to metal eyes at short ends of the mat, breasts stretched hard up to chain from ceiling hook forcing me onto the points of my knees, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
4: sitting on chair with a piece of spiked hard plastic turf floor mat on its seat, shoulder harness, transparent plastic bag with small breathing holes over head and secured around neck, legs spread wide, torso and thighs tied to chair, ankles and feet hoisted off floor and tied to the rear chair frame, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
5: barefoot standing on spiked hard plastic turf floor mat, with shoulder harness, breasts cuffed tight with leg irons around their bases, ankles spread wide and bound to metal eyes at short ends of the mat, breasts stretched hard up to chain from ceiling hook forcing me onto the balls of my feet, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer should drop keys on a cord that leaves the keys or cord dangling within reach of my fingers)
6: balancing on stool under ceiling hook, with shoulder harness, ankles bound tight together, neck noosed and stretched up taut by easy slipknot to safety fastening on ceiling hook, execution hood over head, and hands tied high up back to the shoulder harness (timer could drop keys on floor so I must step off the stool, the safety fastening letting me dangle by my neck for a few seconds before it breaks and drops me to the floor where I can search for and retrieve the keys)
Before doing the final tie, I do safety by texting an informed friend so she knows I need assistance if she hasn’t heard from me before the stated time, e.g. “Busy until 20:00”, and then there are two last rolls of the dice.
The second last roll of the dice decides if I’m permitted to caress myself to orgasm once my hands are free but before I free the rest of me:
1: 1 orgasm
2: 2 orgasms
3-6: no orgasms
The very last roll of the dice decides if I’m permitted to caress myself to orgasm once I’ve freed myself completely:
1: 1 orgasm
2: 2 orgasms
3-6: no orgasms
Afterwards, I need to remember texting my “safety friend” again so she knows I’m OK, e.g. “Free now”.