Self-tied after work, Monday 2022-12-05

I was aroused after waking up from some wet dreams, and anticipating “Master Dice” would force me through another Monday of pain, humiliation and pleasure. “Master Dice” is the silly little self-tie dice game I made not to have lack of partner or inspiration keeping me from my sometimes much needed and desired being tied up. Nowadays, “Master Dice” is actually an interactive web-page that both translates virtual dice rolls into clear-text instructions and at the same time generates the bulk of the reports, courtesy of a kind hacker friend of mine, saving me the efforts of both keeping track of a growing bunch of cheat sheets as the game evolves and of spending a lot of time writing these reports from scratch, which was becoming a growing distraction from the actual experience. This time, “He” made me strip naked, pack my bag with lube for dildos and plugs, two pairs of hinged metal police-cuffs, a big dildo (178×51 mm skin-colored latex) for impaling my vagina, a huge anal cone (178×76 mm black TPE) for stuffing my anal, a polypropylene rope (4 m, 8 mm blue, scratchy) for binding through my cleft, flag rope (2 x 3.6 m, 5 mm white polyester) for binding my boobs, and clover clamps (1 pair, metal and rubber, hard) for my nipples. “He” then styled me for work with red cotton panties, that might double as a provisional gag later, short skirt, T-shirt, and heavy makeup.

“He” had me spend some of my lunch break in a toilet, again stripped naked, standing with ankles cuffed and hands cuffed back with the police-cuffs, trying to pet myself towards a pretty awkward orgasm. I had to stop just short of cumming, and “He” then ordered me to cum twice, leaving me feeling thoroughly fucked and drained. After freeing myself, I used the toilet, but was not permitted to wipe myself, to really soil my panties, got dressed and returned to my desk, eating in front of my laptop and trying to get my focus back on work.

After work, “He” had me go down to a storage room in the basement, again strip naked and adorn myself with the polypropylene rope splitting my crevice, the flag ropes tying my boobs tight around their bases, making them swell, bulge and shift color towards purple, the huge anal cone shoved into my tight anal, the big dildo pushed into my wet pussy, and the used and soiled panties humiliatingly pushed into my mouth. Then “He” had me go home like that, dressed but without my panties, hiding my adornments, on foot through a green area, forced to stop 6 times to rub my clit to orgasm. On my way home, the hard stimulation from the big dildo as it shifted in my vagina with every step, the overfilled feeling from the huge anal cone in my rectum, the uncomfortable pinch on the membrane between my two lower stuffings, the painful chafing and rubbing through my crevice by the polypropylene rope, the tight but comfortable flag ropes constricting the base of my breasts and keeping them swollen with a throbbing ache and with the purplish and glistening skin taut and sensitive to the rubbing from the clothes when I moved, and the soiled panties humiliatingly stuffed and hidden in my mouth but still arousing me and the taste of myself reminding me how hot these games make me, was making the trip rather intense and comfortable. Soon, the cruel crotch rope chafing my pussy raw and sore slowed me down to a mincing waddle, trying to reduce the pain in my crotch.

When I came home, “He” had me strip naked again, but keeping my adornments, then gagging myself with a ring gag with wooden tongue clamp, adding a wide black leather collar, and a bullet vibrator taped to my clit on high intensity. For the final tie, “He” had me use zipties (black nylon) after arranging a 1.5 hour ice timer for my release, with the necessary keys and cutter, plus my usual backup of a text with an estimated time I was to be free and texting again to an informed friend. “He” had me arrange myself barefoot, standing on a spiked hard plastic turf floor mat, with a shoulder harness, my breasts cuffed tight with leg irons, my ankles spread wide and bound to metal eyes at the short ends of the mat, my breasts stretched hard up to a chain from a ceiling hook, forcing me on the balls of my feet, and my hands tied high up my back to the shoulder harness (the ice timer dropped the keys on a cord with the cord dangling within reach of my fingers).

When I was done, I was thoroughly thrilled and excited by my helplessness, and the discomforts I was forced to accept and endure because of it. My only way out was the ice timer holding my release, way out of reach up under the ceiling, or if that failed, my backup that hopefully eventually would come to check up why I had not texted her again, using her spare key to let herself in and find me. I tested my ties, happy and aroused to find them tight and secure, just the way I desired them. As almost always, my imagination kicked in, building fantasies of me being found and caught, used and abused, a helpless sex-toy played with in every way imaginable and perhaps a few ways unimaginable as well, teased and tormented much harder than I was now, taken away and kept, or abandoned and left without hope or release, making a mixture of arousal, panic and agony whirl through my mind. The vibrator on my clit kept buzzing, forcing me to more and more painful and maddening orgasms as my battered clit grew more and more sore from the intense vibrations.

Eventually, my time was done, and I went for my release. When I had freed my hands, but everything else was still in place, “He” ordered me to masturbate to 2 orgasms. It was mockery, after the sensory overdose I had already suffered and with my clit as sore as it already was. After having recovered some, I texted my informed friend that I was free, sanitized myself, cleaned up the mess I left when I freed myself and then wrote this report.

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